woot woott!!

Im finally done with school for this year. :) its summer timeee<3
yayyy. gah im sooo excited to be out of school now.

..now im going to be a senior!
blahhh. that freakin senior project is gonna suck though.
and then im gonna have to decide what college i wanna go to.
im thinking a lot about going to ECU. they have a pretty good medical program. Jorden is probably going to try and go there to. i'll have me a little roomate:) ha. but i think it would be much more easier going to a college and having one of your bestfriends there with you. i hope i just make the right decisions.


the last few days have been kinda rough. im trying to fix some things in my life and work on problem areas. i just feel like its something i need to do to have success. my mom's been pretty sick here lately. i hate seeing her like this. Brian had to go pick her up the other day at work she got really sick. she's lost sooo much hair now. :/ shes been pretty upset about it, but yesterday me&her were talking and she was saying "it'll grow back, its just hair" but i know and i can tell she's hurting and worried. i just hope&pray that God keeps her safe, and brings her through all this.. my nana was sick yesterday, so we didnt go to church.

im pretttty dang bored. and i wanna go home&go back 2 sleep. im super tireddd.

May 19thhh.

This weekend was good. me&my nana went down to kannapolis friday night&stayed at my great-aunt sylvias. then we went and watched that movie ghost of girlfriends past. it was soooo good. matthew mcconaughey is absolutely gorgeous, wow.we ate at What-a-Burger, that place is pretty good. Saturday we went shopping. i had fun, it poured right when we got into the mall. then before we left&started home we stopped at the party house. omgahhh, they have the BESTTT sweets there. they have the best cake, its just so good. they also have these cookies that are stacked together with icing in the middle. i looove it. on our way home it was awful, it was pouring&lightening pretty freaking bad. the rest of that day was prettttty amazing too:)
the rest of my weekend was just the same. i had church sundayyy&then i just rested the rest of the day until i went back to church that nighttt.

im so ready to be done with school. the cis exam is thursdayyy, so hopefully mr beanes class will end this week so i wont have to come any next week. summmmmer time! woot.woot. :)
im so excited now. jordens getting a carrr! yayyy. now we can get back in business. i'll be driving soon, finally my permittt! ha. im gonna be seventeen in like 4 months and i still dont even have my permittt, ha gaynesss;i know. we finally got our new pump for our pool. after we have been waiting for it for like a month now.

i dont feel the bestttt, my stomach hurts, and i feel like going home,. but oh welllll. today megans coming over to borrow a black dress for senior pictures or something. then we are going to hickory for a while,..so i hope i feel better by then. if i dont im probably gonna just stay at homeee.

im pretty content with everything nowww:)

may 14.

i finished that paper 4 beane finalllly.
..i havent really done anything except play this game...and its so freaking addicting.

yesterday i went tanning&used this new lotion..and it works pretty good..christina let me have it. she ordered it from the place she gets all her hair stuff from for the hair salon

the end of school could not get here any faster.im so ready for summer to start
tan
swim
late nights
beach
friends
bathing suits
shorts/tank tops
being outside alla time:)
random trips to different places
everythinggg!
it all happens during the summer.

i finally went to the eye doctor so i could start driving. my vision isnt the besttt, but at least i can see. they wrote me a prescription for glasses.im suppose to be wearing them, but personally i dont think that i need to wear them all the time, so i probably wont. unless my mom just tells me to.lol. im just sooo ready to drive. maybe i'll be driving when im in college.ha:)

the fact that volleyball hasnt started is really starting to tick me off. soo many other schools have started workouts, and heck we havent even had a meeting about it yettt..so im getting pretty irritated by it. i mean we need to start practicing&getting ready for our new season, well thats if we want to have any success.

2maro should be fun. we have awards day at redwood&that means no class for me. the only class i have right now is pretty much english, since i finished the ic3 crap. the awards thing is gonna go into english time, so no english!..plus we're gonna be having activities.so it'll be cool. hopefulllly.
i hope the weather will be pretty too!

here lately i been super tired. i havent been getting near enough the sleep that i need. i guess i should start working out&running&doing more healthy activities so i'll be tired earlier.lol then i'll fall asleep faster.

blahhh.

today is been pretty boring, but im glad that i havent had any work to do.
welllll, now i have to turn that paper in for beane that was due like last week. 2maro is the absolute deadline, i guess i better get on ittt.

Certified!

im finally certified:)
yesssss!
im so glad i finally got that out of the wayyy
no more stressing over that.
..today the sun is actually outtt:)
thank goodnessss.
its actually pretty outside todayy!

...im so ready for school to be over
and for summer to start

i need to go tan&use the rest of my package, guess i'll go today.
before i lose my lil tan

MONDAYYY!

This weekend was greatttt! Prom was a blast..before and after was pre great to. It rained before pics though, and that sucked, but we were still able to take pics. :) Everyone looked sooo pretty. the place looked really nice&the food was greattt!
It was such a good weekenddd! Mothers Day was yesterday, and it was nice to be able to spend it with my momma&nana. i loveeee them!

..now its raining..but then again when dont it here lately. im ready to have some nice pretty weather instead of ugly wetness.it just makes you feel soo blahhh.

i have a eye appointment today, how exciting..nottt.
i guess i should go tan todayyy.
....and workouttt..i need to exercise&get back into shape..im starting to feel like a lazy butttt. volleyball needs to hurry&get here asap! cee isnt here yettt, and im bored outta my mind! only 17 days of school left, woot woot. these last few days couldnt get here any faster either. then imma be a senior. yeaaa :) only a year lefttt.

now i guess i should go&do this ic3 crap, only one test lefttt..i guess i should get on the balllll..

May 8thhh.

Im finally done with all my college classes and i feel so relieved. this semesters has seemes to drag on and on. now the only thing i need to get done is my ic3 crap. only one test left. only a few weeks left of school! sweeeeeet.

2maro is PROM! :) :) :)
im wayyyy excited about it. i hope it doesnt rain, thats gonna suck if it does. :/ blahh. im sick of alla this rain. buttt, it should be fun. i prolly wont even be able to sleep tonight i'll be so happy. haha. then sunday is mothers dayyy! so this will be a good weekend. prom&then spending time with my momma&nana the next dayyy :]

i got my ear pierced, at the top yesterdayy! lol. im so excited, i cant help it. haha. but it hurts pretty bad, or maybe im just anti-pain. lol who knows.

things are going pretty good overall. cant complain a bit. i dont understand the way things are sometimes, and sometimes i wish that i could go back&change things, but everything happens for a reason. but im sure that i'll understand why one day. im finally realizing some things that i havent understood the last year or more, and its such a relief. i guess i'll go job hunting, lol. for the summer so im not gonna be a total lazy butt. ha!